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What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. Growing up isn't about finding who you are, it's about creating yourself. I will never regret my past, even if it haunts me - I just don't want to die without any scars.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Apology

Introduction:
I'll start with a warning to the cliche motivations I may say in my final letter to you.

Dear summer,

The sun didn't shine much, but I really didn't mind.
The rain rarely came to an end, but I enjoyed it.
My time was usually spent inside, I hated it.
10 to 7 was religious - I am agnostic.
I found new habits, gave up on old ones.
I realized my dog will always love me - even more than he will ever love himself.
I jumped off bridges in search of true friends.
I spent hours in parking lots observing the world pass by.
I stumbled my way to the hospital on occasion.
I stared at the beauty of the gray and white paint.
I ran fast, I ran far. I ran with her - she carried me on her back.

I was slapped in the face by reality.

These months were nothing but time wasted away,
Until you came into town.
It didn't take long - it seemed like no time at all -
My world had stopped.
You were the sky - purple, orange, and blue.
You were the bird - impossible to catch.
You were the painting - oblivious for hours.
I wanted to be apart of you - apart of your symphony.
Blame it on the wind - I'm sorry I got carried away.

Sincerely,
Unrequited Love

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